This is not a serious post. I've been wanting to blog about my past events/activities but in the current state of mind, I don't feel like doing so. Been mentally affected as well as emotionally. Swallowing down the pain without whining and learning to keep everything to myself. At least only I know the pain and it won't affect the others. At times I thought of giving up my life but come to think of it, why waste such a wonderful life despite going through all the dejections and disappointments? The downside does not worth your life instead make them the lessons that you're supposed to learn from. Dislike the mistake? Amend and alter your behavior or mind-set.
Just so you know I'm not ready to face next week. I know I can't avoid the painful truth for long. I can escape for one or two days but not forever. Still, I don't have a good feeling about it. I've been trying to keep it from my thoughts but I failed to do so. When I'm alone my mind will wander to that subject and not to mention my mind is thinking about it now. It's more upsetting to receive the outcome than doing em.
Date me peeps. I'm back in town and boring myself to death soon.
Love,
The temperamental young lady.
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